I’m getting it together. I’m getting used to working, and the weeks flying by. I’m getting used to trying to eat healthily, work out and still sit at a desk 9 hrs a day. I am trying. I got a new car (how adult!) and now have a car payment and insurance in addition to all of the other fun bills each month. Well, and my expensive hobby of skiing. Which I like more each time I do it. Once I ditch my 80′s style straight skis I’m sure my ability and love for the sport will improve. I forget its a sport and not just a relaxing weekend activity that you do for long periods of time. Fun though. One more day trip this season.
The real reason for this post is that for the first time (and I can almost guarantee it wont be the last) one of my exe’s is engaged. I saw it on facebook and balked a little. One of the older ones, not connected, really at all with my present life. But a shock. A, wow that could have been me. And when all my friends are discussing and freaking out about the choices that are going to hit us quickly in the next few years, serious relationships, moving in, engagements, marriages, new jobs and ultimately for some of us…new families….its weird to see it happen to someone I thought I maybe had a future with. And while I (silently) wish him the best…well, its a little scary.
